Tuesday, August 19, 2008

konvo...

yeah..finally aku mo grad suda...;) syukur alhamdullilah..hepy sgt2..kmarin aku pg urus payment n ambi jubah..mcm x pcaya plak mo konvo sdh aku..uwaaa..aku smpi d dewan canselor kul 11 kmarin..smpi ja sn aku mmg blur gila..xda ba kwn ku ksian..aku pn bt2 ja la confident mo memulakan langkah pertama..byr yuran konvo...ku pkir bole byr ja d sn rupanya x bole so tpaksa la aku pg bank..sblm tu aku call c mel( my japanese classmate ms level 4) kbtulan jg dia mo pg bank jd km pn plan bjumpa ja la d sana..;)ada la sdh kwn ku brurusan..pas siap d bank km singgah d b'yu jap pg fotostat then blik pg dewan canselor..nsb x jg la ramai sgt org..pas pg ambil slip jubah aku pg ambi surat pengesahan tamat belajar & result akhir dlu..d area2 sn jg la..pas 2 ambi jubah..ingat ada sesi fotografi sbb dlm web dorg ckp mo taru d skrin tym ambil skrol tu..pehh xda jg..tp ok la jg sbb aku pn x sngup mo ambi gmbr dlm keadaan wajah yg serba x ktentuan..huhu...pns okey;)..siap urusan km pg mkn d canselori..tsangat la lapar...tetiba ja aku tringat kwn2 ku esp dorg mimi,syera,breech n nor..sdihnya aku tp control ja la dpn dorg:( pas siap mkn aku trus blik ruma sbb mama mo bw kuar lg....huhu;) km pg jmpa dorg pcik ayang sbb dia mo spend minum ptg..otw pg ambi dorg aku ingt mo tdui2 jap..br ja aku mo landing ada cal.. adoiyai..sepaka gerangan? jeng2..org dr kl cal bgtau aku dpt job d bank islam hr tu....waaaaaaa....
hepynyaaaaaaa..syukur alhamdullilah;) skali lg tuhan bg rezeki sm aku....aduiiii tharunya..dia suru lapor diri as soon as possible..so kna start by next week la....huhuhu yeah2:) x sbr mo start krja ni ;) apa2 pn aku sgt excited mo konvo hr sbtu ni... p/s sepa2 yg free dtg la hr sbtu ni sesi ke2..bw munge2an skali ya..;)hehehehe
ni muka penat sblm start jln :P

jln2 sm c uyui gumuk..;)


uyuy mkn sirim @ ice cream..huhu


uppss..myelit plak pic ni..tym tgu abg mo pg mkn2...;)


sepa lg cumil?


haha..uyui bt lawak...;)


aunty yo wif uyui cumil;)


tgok tu dia sibuk buka handbag ku.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Cinta ini membunuh ku....


kau membuat ku berantakan
kau membuat ku tak karuan
kau membuat ku tak berdaya
kau menolakku acuhkan diriku
bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan
kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

snap-snap-snap

haha x ktentuan sdh muka

skali skala bt muka mcm ni pon best :)



* ni pic2 yg aku ambi tym borink d klinik kmarin ;)

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

yellow is kuning..kuning is yellow


td pg aku pg interviu d bank islam...awl2 pg lg aku bgn kunun...hahaha mcm mimpi ja sbb aku jrg2 ba sdh bgn seawal2 itu....waaa kdptn suda...;p..kul 9am aku smpi d tpt kjadian...kiranya aku antara yg trawal la jugekk..xcited ni....=) so smtara mnunggu aku pn bca2 la info2 psl bank ni..interviu spatutnya start kul 930am tp dorg postponed pg kul 10am...huh..buh-sannya..aku tgok2 jg candidates yg ln mn tau ada yg aku knl2 tp xda...then tba2 c nong muncul..naaaaa ada sdh kwn ku...aku tgok yg ln2 smua ngan notes msg...waaa tmbh nervous plak aku tau..tp apa pn aku msti confident..msti!!! aku b0leh!

debaran smkin kencang....
smpila turn aku....
dia soal skali 3 candidates...
aku sgt nervous tp aku cuba bt yg tbaik...
*soklan last yg d tya "if u're giving a chance to get this job,which location do u choose?
kk?ld?lbuan?kuching?"
haha..soklan fav aku ni..dgn jwpn yg standard aku bgtau ja aku x kisah d mn pon ;p
~td aku bgtau abg "klu dpt d ld pn best jugekkk sbb ada org bole pg hntr mknan slalu" haha..-akuygnoty...

pas 2 aku blik rmh...sngh jap d kdai bli nasi beriyani...hahahahahahaha...aku rapal!
then...aktiviti mnidurkn diri blangsung...aku rsa penat sgt ...Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....
aku ingt maghrib sdh aku tbgun pdhal br kul 3...adoiyai....aku cal abg ..dia kuar sm mama ...huhu..okies mo smbung titun...tp br ku tringat aku lp reply msge c nong..dia bw kuar...dgn kdr yg sgera aku bgn n bsiap.....aku pg ambi dia pas tu km pg 1 borneo...crita2 jap .....


p/s ...tq aaaa kpd tkg sponsor mkanan ptg ini...hahaha...utk en.jamal sila2 la blanja lg ln kali aaaa....huhu ;P

Monday, July 28, 2008

another 1...

Where was the first time you ever saw the person you like or love?
:: D airport...the most precious moment i ever have!

What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
:: still breathing...

How many TRUE friends do you have?
:: erm...secreto!

Would you rather get up early or sleep in?
:: depends...

Tell me about the shirt you're wearing?
:: it's a baby t + red colour

What did you do yesterday?
:: bgun~tgok tifi ~mkn ~ kcu abg

What would you change about your life right now?
:: byk...

What is your favorite color?
:: pink + purple + white + yellow+ brown

Favorite sport?
:: i don't do sport.. sowieeee

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
:: tgok hp..

What do you currently hear?
:: jason mraz

Who was the last person to make you mad?
:: abg! dia marah2 smlm...

When was the last time you had your hair cut?
:: tym bday hr 2...

Would you rather be mad or sad?
:: neither

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
:: nope....bnd2 simple pun bole bt aku nanges...

What’s the worst feeling in the world?
:: guilty...

Who were you last in the car with?
:: dyea~becks~diana = my besties

When were you last outside?
:: last saturday...

What's your favorite thing to do?
:: mkn+tdur+tgok tife+dating (waa..bole ka?)

Does the thought of marriage scare you?
:: yup....

How many kids do you want?

:: 2 sons & a daughter would be perfect!

What's your favorite color to wear?
:: brown

Who was the last person in your bedroom?
:: me myself and i

What are you doing today?
:: cuci kain+update blog+kcu abg as usual..

Would you rather be rich & sad or poor & happy?
:: poor & happy! ;)

Do you get bored easily?

:: yeah..tersangat la....

Do you wish you were famous?
:: nope..never

Do you make a wish at 11:11?
:: nope...knp jg?

When you go to the beach do you swim?
:: hahaha..x la...ddk2 ja...

What are you obsessed with?
:: all the time obsession is him..

Do you like going to the mall to shop or just shopping online?
:: depends jg la...tp most of the tym prefer pg mall la sbb bole tgok stuff tu dpn mata kn...

Can music affect your mood?
:: yup.....absolutely....

Have you ever been in a cave?
:: x pnh eh....

Is there something you wanna let go of?
:: nothing..

Do the old songs you had in your past really remind you of the memories?
::yeah...luv it!

How important is trust?
:: SGT2 PENTING....

Is crying a sign of weakness?
:: xla....

Do you always regret?
:: sumtym....

Who was your last four missed calls?
:: azhar a.k.a pok~abg~mama~andis

What would you do if you were stuck in the elevator with someone you dont like?
:: buat2 bodo...dlm hati habes la ko kna sumpah seranah....:P


who's in my mind?

Can you answer these questions
about the 1st person that comes into
your mind right now?
Don’t change the person.


+ Does he or she have a bf/gf??
:: yupp opkosh....

+ How old is the person?
:: 23..will turn to 24 dis nov..

+ Has he/she ever cooked for you?
:: nope...but surely someday he will..

+ Is this person older than you?
:: yeah...ala bpa bulan ja ba..huhu

+ Have you ever kissed this person?
:: next q plsss...

+ Are you really close to him/her?
:: absolutely yessss!!

+ How many times do you talk to this
person?
:: countless!!

+ Do you think he/she will repost this?
:: nope...dia x minat bt2 mcm ni..

+ Could you live with this person?
:: Yeah..hopefully someday

+ Why did you choose this person?
:: hahaha....adala..

+ How long have you known this person??
:: more than a year ;)

+ Have you ever been to the mall with
this person?
:: waaa..opkoshh..

+ Have you ever had a sleepover with
this person?
:: nopeeeee......x bole lor...blum kawen

+ If you ever moved away would you miss
this person?
:: absolutely yes....

+ Have you ever done something really
stupid or illegal with this person?
:: erm..adaka aa?

+ Do you know everything about this
person?
::i think.. ya

+ Would you date this person’s siblings?
:: uiiiiikks????mo mampus?

+ Have you ever made something with this person?
:: yup.....sweet moments 4 us!

+ Have you ever wore this person’s clothes?
:: nope...

+ Have you and your person made up a hand shake?
:: yeah!

+ If it was “freaky friday” would you switch bodies with this person?
:: oh please dont!

+ Have you ever heard this person sing?
:: yeah.. so sweeeeeeeeeetttttt


my best buddies

* pose dlu sblm ombak dtg...;)*

*three of us..me~dyea ~becks*

* waa...akak2 sdg memilih nugget *


* 2 org ni sibuk mcari asam2 ;)*



*a moment 2 remember *


*kaki-kaki kami..guess which 1 is mine? haha*

gurls day out..


last saturday aku ngan my besties kuar bpoya2..hahaha...sound's great kn..;P pnya la aku excited mo bjumpa ngan my gurls ni...iyala setelah btahun2 x ketemuan sih...br la skrg dpt jmpa dorg balik...slalunya dorg2 ja yg bkumpul d sdkn...ya la sbb aku pun jrg sdh blik sn kn...kbetulan plak dpt bkumpul balik d kk skrg ni...fyi,dorg ni la best buddies aku dr zmn2 skola dlu..km knl dr form 1 lg...kcuali c diana yg br join tym form 4....dorg la kwn2 yg plg best pnh aku ada...sbnrnya ada km ada 5 org tp kureng lg sorg...c RATNA.....uwaaaaa......dia krja d kl skrg...tu la x dpt join km...we've missed u so much dear :(

huhu..pg2 lg aku bgn awal...mmg aku sgt2 excited mo jmpa dorg...then aku kasi bgun c daya.. tya dia mcmn dia mo trn pg kk..kwn ku sorg ni well known mmg x pndi naik bus....dia mta ambi d telipok...pas 2 aku cal c becks plak suru dia tgu d dpn bus stop giant ip..jd dia bole jd assistant ku pg cari rmh c daya nti...so aku pn bgerak la pg bsiap....

pas fetch c becks d ip km pun bgerak la ke telipok utk memulakn gerakan mcari rumah c daya bdasarkan maklumat yg serba x lengkap dr empunya diri....adoiyai...mo smpi d tuaran sdh aku rasa pjlanan km...klu smpi kul 3 aku ngan becks x smpi d ruma c daya xpyh la tgu...confirm smpi d bt32 sdh tu km...hahaha..bole jg aku direct pg tawau kn...................kui3x......dgn perut yg smakin bbunyi2 sbb x smpt bfast (*kn aku sdh ckp xcited btul mo kuar) km trus jg mcari kdiaman rasmi cekgu nurhidayah ni....waaaa...akak sorg ni mcm puteri gunung ledang sdh...
hahahahaha....kpd penama nurhidayah ahmad ln kali sila sediakn peta yg lengkap ya...;D
finally berkat kesabaran 2 org hamba allah ni km bjaya jg bertemu rmh cik kak sorg ni (^;^)...
hoyeay.....otw pg kk c diana msge sdh....nsb baik dia pg cc dlu sbb dia sdh smpi dluan...sory kwn ku....

smpi ja d tpt yg d janji kn km trus pg cr port mamam...hahaha..rapal gila eh....smbl mkn2 tu mcm besa la x sah klu x mgimbas kmbali kisah dolu2 kn....smentara mnunggu kdtgn seorg jejaka lg utk mjoinkn diri bsma km..guess who?...andis in da house....hahaha ala model appeton weight gain tu....oppss sory kwn ku...pas tu km jln jap pg hntr c andis blik pg tpt krjanya d tgkt 3...then km pg wawasan sbb mak daya mo beli pendrive...smbil2 tu km plan la kunun mo pg mn lg...stlh smua bsetuju...km pon bgerak ke tg aru....

waaaaaaaaaaaa.....bessshhhhhh km main lompat2 d air....huhu...hlg smua tekanan bsama2 ombak tu ku rasa..waaaa...xpcya?try la.....stlh kpnatan bmain air dgn keadaan yg basah kuyup km pun bgerak mcari makanan dan minuman d gerai yg bdekatan...dgn kadar yg segera km pn mlantak lg dgn riang ria....
menu ptg itu:
~coconut shake ~ciken wings ~kropok lekor

pas siap aktiviti mkn2 km pon balik.....lg pn cian sm mak daya...dia x sbrp sihat...tp kna bw jg mlompat2....huhu....best btul hari ni....masa trus blalu kn...aku bsyukur sgt dpt kwn mcm dorg..dorg sntiasa support aku...dorg slalu bg kekuatan utk aku...dorg x pnh brubah wpun msg2 sdh ada life sndiri...sm spt 11 thn lalu ms aku mula2 knl dorg tym smua msh 'budak skola'...skrg ni c daya bakal jd kaunselor, c diana sbg R.A,c becks bakal jd akauntan,c ratna pun engineer sdh skrg.......waaaaaaaa.....aku bangga ngan kmu smua.....;)

dear gurls.....thanx 4 the day....bestfriend forever yeah! insyaallah.....
P/s sooner ada yg plan mo kawen sdh....uwaaaaa sepa ka dia?naaaaaaaaa.....yg psti bkn aku aaa
huhu...........



Friday, July 25, 2008

r.e.s.p.e.c.t

hari2 ku sepi..mcm besa...
blalu bgitu shj...
tiada apa yg mnarik...

r.e.s.p.e.c.t aka h.o.r.m.a.t

ya....itu yg smua org ptut ada kn...
dr kecik kta d ajar utk mhormati smua org kn...
lbh2 lg yg lg tua dr kta...
tp dlm konteks kehidupan kta seharian...
kta msti hormat smua org..
x kira la dia muda @ tua...
kita diajar utk mhormati perasaan org lain...
tp knp hr ni org smkin biadap ya?
owh..maafnya mungkin agak keras bunyinya kn...
tp itula hakikatnya...
mungkin merasakn dirinya lbh baik dr org ln...
jd dgn smudah itu dia mperlekehkn perasaan org lain..
tnpa myedari ada hati yg akan tluka dgn pbuatan itu...
huh...
kdg2 kita x sdr mlalui pbuatan...kata2....bisa mlukakn ht org lain
sm ada sengaja atau tdk...
sbb tu sblm kta bkata2 kta harus bfikir apa yg harus d perkatakn...
mgkn kata2 itu remeh bg kita..tp tidak bg org ln....
bukan ka stp kata2 yg d ucapkn itu mrupakan doa..
stp manusia pnya perasaan....
ada yg mampu mnerima stp apa yg dperkatakn itu....
tp mgkn jg d sbaliknya...
utk d hormati kta harus mhormati diri sendiri tlbih dahulu...

p/s: tq.........aku la c bodo itu

Thursday, July 24, 2008

1 more...

where are are you?
:: my bed

What's the last song you heard?
:: i'm yours

Do you know anyone that likes Rod Stewart?
::yeah..my aunt

Did you meet anyone new today?
:: nope

Did you eat breakfast today?
:: yup...

What color are your bathroom walls?
:: pink

Do you own any clothes that still have tags on them?
:: nope..

What's your favorite store?
:: Vincci

Where do you go to get your hair cut?
:: Saloon aunty lee

Do you ever talk to your neighbors?
:: yes!

Do you have posters in your bedroom?
:: xda suda...

Name 5 things you love to do.
:: tgok tv.msk.kcu abg.mkn2.shopping

Name 5 things you DON'T like to do.
:: kemas kain.drive.ksi bersih toilet c putrye.

Are you wearing glasses?
:: yup..

Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?
:: yay!

Are you single or taken?
:: taken...

Are you happy or depressed?
:: happy! :)

Are you creative?
:: erm..not really...

Do you like to read?
:: yes oppkossshhhh

What is the last movie you watched?
:: ayat2 cinta

Would you rather take a math test or an english test?
:: english test

Sitcoms or Reality Shows?
:: sitcoms

So, how's the weather?
:: just fine...

What do you want in a mate? [3 things]
:: 1. trust 2.honest 3.dependable

Do you believe that you can tell a lot about a person by their shoes?
:: yup

Is there anyone that gives you butterflies?
:: yezzaaaaaaaaa c abg yg bucuk!

Who's the sexiest actor/actress?
::

What's your favorite magazine?
:: Eh!

Do you have any kids?
:: nope..

Do you want any kids?
:: yes, sure..

Are you a yeller when you get mad?
:: dependssss...

Do you see yourself ever being famous?
:: nope

Does your job require a uniform?
:: nope...x mo sdh

Have you ever played the game Guess Who?
:: yes..

Does your kitchen have a dishwasher?
:: nope....

Do you enjoy going to amusement parks?
:: yesss

Clowns: creepy or cute?
:: creepy!

What [if anything] is bothering you right now?
:: erm...secret ;p



Who's hotter? blondes, brunettes, or redheads?
:: brunettes

apabila kebuhsanan melanda diriku...;P

survey datang lagi..hahaha

Who was your last call with and what was it about?
:: abg.. mo tya dia bl blik...;P

Is there a member of the opposite gender on your mind?
:: nope...

What do you wish you were good at?
:: singing n dancing

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
:: yup =P


Whats you current mood?
:: a lil' bit worry...

Do you miss anyone?
:: yezzzaaaaa.. so damn much!

Are you growing apart from someone close?
:: yeah... :(

What would you do if your ex called you?
:: waa....i'll ask him "knp jg ko?"

Where was your default pic taken?
:: my room

Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends?
:: haha..xda org dlm my top friends..

Do you have a facebook?
:: yup..

Do you do drugs?
:: nope..

Is there anybody you wish you could kill?
:: yeah.....the bastards!

What will you be doing at 10?
:: td tgok tifi...

When is the last time you cried?
:: last nite..i'm missing my mama , papa n adik...

What is your favorite sport?
:: ooppsss...sory....dun do sport...

Is Tom your friend on myspace?
:: uikss sepa tu?tom & jerry ka? ;)

Do you have a best friend?
:: yeaahhhh opkosh..



Is there anyone you hate?
:: opkosh la ada...tp x baek menci2 org ni...;)

Do you like country music?
:: kdg2...

Who is the last person you held hands with?
:: my mum!

How much are you on the phone daily?
:: hahahaha..tlampau byk ooo

Are you in a good mood?
:: nope! i'm worried :(



Do you love your life?
:: yeah...opkosh la...sepa lg kn?

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
:: my bro's pnya hahaha

Why did you stop liking the last person you liked?
:: huh..ntah..hard 2 xplain..

Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken?
:: heart breaker

Name a quote from the song you are listening to:
:: "tuhan kirimkan la aku kekasih yg baik hati dan mcintai aku apa adanya.."

How is life going for you right now?
:: just fine..

Who was the last person to comment you?
:: alexis - my new friend

Regret(s)?
:: urm?

What was the first thing you said when you woke up today?
:: bgun...aku lapar ;)

have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
:: yup...unpredictable ba kn dis life..

Do you own a pair of green pants?
:: nope ;P

Last food you ate?
:: maggi

Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
:: absolutely yes

What is your favorite fruit?
:: apple

What is the last song to make you cry?
:: munajat cinta

Is your best friend pretty?
:: opppkosssshhh they are!

Do you trust people easily?
:: nope

Do you give out second chances too easily?
:: nope...it isn't b 2 easily

Where was your last car ride to and from?
:: dr rmh pg giant..

Where is one place you want to visit?
:: holland!

Do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you?
:: i luv it...it makes me calm

Had plans and broke them?
:: always huhu..

Are you a lover or hater?
:: lover ;)

What was the last movie you watched?
:: ayat2 cinta

Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
:: forehead!

Were you happy when you woke up today?
:: dun think so....

How about now?
:: huhu.. not really..

Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
:: nope...

Who was the last person you ate with?
:: my cuzzies!

Kiss on the first date?
:: nope

What do you want right now?
:: him!

Who was the last person to text you?
:: mama

Can you live a day without tv?
:: nope..i'm addicted 2 tv...

How many pets do you have?
:: erm...i dun hv mine...

Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
:: barefeet opkosh...

What are you thinking about right now?
:: my dear andi muhamad jafar!

Any plans for next weekend?
:: hangout with my gurlies!

Do you smile a lot?
:: yessssssss

What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
:: shoes & food!

Who is the funniest person you know?
::sepa aa?

If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
:: nope...

Can you vote next election?
:: sure..

Who was the last person to call you beautiful/stunning/gorgeous?
:: x ingt sepa..

Is the sun shining?
:: huhu...it's midnite oredi lor...

What are your plans for later today?
:: titun

What are you doing tomorrow?
:: dunno...kemas my wardrobe...

Would you ever smile at a stranger?
:: erm.....

What's the number one thing in your life right now?
:: watashino kazoku...

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
:: nopeeeee

How do you feel about the person who texted you last?
:: i missss u ma

Do you think you are an argumentative person?
:: i like to argue!

Has this weekend been good?
:: hopefully..

Have you ever had a difficult relationship?
:: yeah...

Have you ever stayed in a hotel?
:: sure..

Have you ever dated some one who was not good to you?
:: yeah......so stupid!

Too good for you?
:: yes :)

Do you believe that you are a good girlfriend or boyfriend?
:: yessssss opkosh i'm

Would you hug your ex again?
:: euw!neverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr everrrrrrrrrrrrrrr againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Have you ever driven without a license?
:: never...

Was yesterday better than today?
:: nope..

What time did you go to sleep last night?
:: 1am

What is in your pocket?

:: nothing...

How tall are you?
:: 160 i think =P

How's your heart lately?
:: in a good condition:)

Are you a forgiving person?
:: yeah...

When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
:: hehehe.. s.e.l.a.l.u..